update II
So I haven't updated for a while and I must admit I don't think I will be until Easter. University is getting a bit too demanding for me and I'm usually busy 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
Nonetheless, i've included a few things WORTH mentioning:
1) As a person who loves singing, I look up to three particular singers; Mariah Carey, Christina Aguilera and Kelly Clarkson. I doubt i'm EVER going to get the chance to see M.C and C.A perform in my whole life! BUT on the other hand, Kelly Clarkson has been kind enough to fly her ass off to England :) Which means, that in a weeks time I'm going to be standing 2 metres away from her, wiping the tears away :D I'm sooooo excited. This is going to be my FIRST concert EVER! Didn't get the tickets for cheap!
2) The Omani society here in Leeds have organized an Omani fashion show at the university. Tickets are ebing sold and everything! Guess who gets to go on stage first wearing a jalabiyya? Yep, you guessed it, it's me! Not looking forward to the humiliation. The fashion show is one thing, but the event is divided into two sections; a fashion show and a traditional Omani wedding. Thank God i'm not the bride. Doesn't really make life any easier because I have to DANCE on stage and humiliate myself infront of atleast 200 women!
3) My legs have not been cooperating with me. Remember that slope I was telling you about? Well, eveytime I'm half way up that stupid slope, my legs start BURNING (like internally that is). The pain only gets worse with every step. Whether I slow down or stop, the pain remains until I sit down for atleast 10 minutes! That slope is like 10 minutes away from uni so you can imagine how funny I must look limping in pain! I'm getting worried.
Other than that, stress has REALLY got to me. I've had MAJOR insomnia for a month, I can produce atleast 3 wigs per week with the amount of hair I have falling off my head and smoking's getting worse! I haven't had my period in THREE MONTHS! No, i'm not pregnant :S My personal tutor suggested I go see a doctor. Apparently this entitles me to deadline extensions! Like that's gonna help! I still have to give the stuff in eventually, and I'm still gonna be as clueless as I was to start off with!
Why has my body completely shut-down on me?
Really need a break.......
God help me
posted by mimi @ 7:00 AM
14 Comments:
A big fat hug from me 2 you :)
Well, I was in a fashion show in Intercontinental (Shatti) just a month ago. That god I didn't have to dance. I was a Bedouin from Musandam. I'd to wear the barqa3 and everything! I should post a picture :os
And VISIT THE DOCTOR about your menses and try getting sleeping pills. They've certainly helped me!
Girl,
You shouldn't put your education above your health. You won't do anyone (and yourself most of all) any good with a degree if you can't move!
Go see the doctor, get your dedline extensions, and as LYM said, swallow a sleeping pill or two and take a DAY OFF.
Kisses and hugs, and good luck with that show! I want pictures!!
:^)
here are MY pointers to YOU:
1) Get some pics from that Kelly Clarkson concert - she is one of my current favorites..
2) The fashion show is a good step to get your mind off your pain so enjoy it while you can...perhaps - you never know who you might bump into and sign you in for a bigger gig - eh? ;o)
3) The pain you're experiencing is probably because of your smoking habits and how it affects your breathing process in your blood circulation system - I suggest you take slow small walks around your place where you live to get your legs accustomed increasingly to the amount of weight - e7m - you press against your legs and feet.
Your insomnia can be quickly taken care of by drinking something hot with sugar inside - like warm milk and a nice amount of honey followed by a hot shower and straight off to bed. You'll be sound asleep before you know it. Not everything needs to have modern medicine intervention. Inshallah everything with you be alright - and if you feel you need to get deadline extensions, then do so. It'll get you some time to rest before you start grinding your brain wheels against each other..
take care of yourself
ps: don't stay too long off the blog or the 'net please
@ lym: Thanks babe. You were in a fashion show? Really? You never mentioned this to me! That's really cool.
I payed the doctor a visit today. She suggested a blood analysis should answer a few questions!
Bought sleeping pills and ovaltine today :) Hope that works!
@ Q.C: I know. Everyone keeps saying the same thing to me, but I've always been like this, even in high school. I worry too much and I always let it all out on my health! Will take it easy though. Got a medical note from the doctor today :) Should give me more time to relax and sort myself out. Thanks :D
@ ali: It could be you know! I mean, I have to admit that these problems only started when I moved to England and started smoking as much as I do at the moment! :S
I think the fashion show is gonna be a success :) In a way, I'm looking forward to it.
I can't believe you like Kelly Clarkson! That's amazing :D I'm waaaaaaaaay ahead of you man... Camera's already charged and ready to get to work ;)
i hate you both for going to see Kelly ! i demand pic, videos Everything!
Hope you feel better soon! quit smoking ya bintii and get some sleep.
mimi: don't forget to take care of yourself..
kay: what did i do?
ali - not you! u didnt do anything. i was referring to mimi and my sister, they are going to the concert together.
@ kay: Hahaha.. Not to worry. I've got it covered :) Thanks babe. Trying to quit I promise.
@ Ali: LOL. She was referring to her sis! Not you haha. Thanks man :)
hey call me when she sings "because of you" or "addicted" !!! either one of u has to call ! i will pay for the credit! lol
@ kay: will do :)
Please dont take sleeping pills.
Neither you nor Lym.
Depending on something to carry out a natural task is no good.
Please.
Peace
@ verbose: Don't worry verbose. These sleeping pills were recommended by my doctor. Apparently, they're anti-histamines which cause drowsiness so it's not like they're addictive :) If I don't take 'em I'm never going to get enough sleep and I can't afford to be passive @ a time like this :S Thanks though.
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